update

[tree_talking]

Starting counseling on the 28th. If all goes well, should be every other Tuesday. I kind of wish it was sooner. I feel like I've got poison inside me and counseling is the only way I can drain it out.

Frankly, I'm surprised I'm still getting out of bed in the morning. I have gotten up almost every morning thinking "I can't do this anymore" for as long as I can remember. But somehow, I just keep doing it, smiling and acting fine most days.

I really wish I could stay in bed. I don't want to deal with the world today. Most days.

Comments

[silveraspen]

Reading and listening. <3. I am glad you are going to have that kind of support very soon.