ugh, more anxiety bullshit

[tree_talking]

Ugh, everything is causing me anxiety right now. EVERYTHING. I just read something about the Hunger Games movie which I'm not even really that invested in. And *bam* anxiety. What the hell?

not to mention that I have a blazing case of the sads. And it's not just about Dad's passing. I swear to god it's everything from the PAST 12 YEARS REARING ITS UGLY HEAD. I swing from being okay, to being a basketcase, to wanting to cry so hard I lose my voice.

I'm so fucking tired.

I've got so much work at work to do and so much work at HOME to do and I just...can't. Anxiety makes me freeze. I go from being full of dread to being okay. I want everyone to stay the fuck away from me...and I also want someone to take care of me. Frankly, I'm surprised I haven't been picking at my skin or pulling out my hair more. Not that I'm complaining about that...

I'm just glad I front well.

Comments

[gorramwolf]

**hugs** *sends snuggles and loves on*

[crystalgee.livejournal.com]

*hugs you tight*
Just breathe girl!

[shellebelle93.livejournal.com]

*hugsback* I'm trying!

I just wish it would *stop*.

[h311ybean]

*BIG BIG HUGS*

I know you're going through a lot and it will take time for you to heal, but maybe take it one thing at a time? Maybe the routine work (and housework) might be calming instead of just chores - and at least you will have conquered some of the little, more manageable things.

But not right now, of course. Get some rest first! ♥

PS Korean Glee Season 2 is a train wreck... but I can't stop watching. o_O

[ysidro]

*hugs*

Anxiety sucks. :(

[bitchet.livejournal.com]

Anxiety sucks. I hope you're feeling better. *hugs*