Thinking about things and stuff

[tree_talking]

I feel entirely positive about this year--considering how it started out, this is nothing short of a miracle--though I'm not entirely sure why. :-)

It might be my journey through goddess-based religion or it might also be the Tarot lessons or it might also be my family's journey towards Unitarian Universalism. It might be my burst of confidence and creativity. I don't know. I just feel like I shucked off a thousand pounds of baggage at some point.

That said, I've decided to hold off on any more vocal/drama auditions till I get my health under better control. I've gone into a period (starting TODAY) of avoiding sugar, and by sugar, I mean the crap that I really shouldn't eat, like cookies and candy. Bluh. It makes me feel like crap so I don't need it. I've figured out a schedule so that I can get to the gym four times a week.

Right now, I cannot sustain my breath for any decent amount of time, I cannot move well at the moment, and improving my health will help me do these things.

I've also decided to devote some more time to unfucking my habitat. I feel that I keep getting better in this regard, but I could always step it up a notch.

If these sound like new year's resolutions, I guess they might be, and it's about the right time...3 months after the year starts... ;)

Comments

[in_the_blue]

Yeah, time to leave the bad habits of the past behind. Very quietly -- I didn't make a big deal out of it to anyone, least of all myself -- I cut out garbage food about a month ago. No more junk, very few carbs, better proteins, and voila, it works. Ten pounds lighter and I'm not hungry all the time.

I'm glad you're making some steps like this. I listened to someone on the radio last night who talked about why resolutions fail: because people make them, but they don't make plans for how to achieve them. That makes sense to me. I'm glad you figured out a schedule for gym time! That will make all the difference.

Good luck with it all!

[h311ybean]

Feeling positive about anything is far more preferable to the alternative :) I'm glad to hear it, and about your efforts to get healthy and de-clutter. I wish I had your commitment!

[ysidro]

I thought that said "unfucking my habit" and I was wondering if it was a porn addiction recover method. :-\

[crystalgee.livejournal.com]

Never too late to set goals. :)