Thank you to everyone who posted on my last entry

[tree_talking]

I wish I could explain everything to you all, but I'm having a really hard processing and expressing myself. I feel so damn *bad* and so sad that I can barely breathe with it.

I'm not angry with anyone, oddly enough. I'm just incredibly sad, I feel as if I don't know who I am, and I feel so utterly lost. I do not know how to find a therapist/counselor. I feel cut off and lost at sea.

Hubby is going through his own thing right now, since he's kind of in the middle of this, and I really do not know what to do to make this better.

I'm tired, even though I've slept, and just can't think anymore.

Comments

[in-the-blue.livejournal.com]

Family's a hell of a thing, isn't it?

[shellebelle93.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it is. I'm really just having a difficult time. and I just came home and hubby's not home so I don't even know what that's about.

I'm just so tired and I had a bad day at work because this is carrying over into everything right now.

This is just so fucking stupid I can't even.

[ysidro]

*hugs*