tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:163723 Strive for beauty, not perfection... shellebelle aka dixie_pixie 2013-05-16T12:02:33Z tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-01:163723:6545 2013-05-16T12:02:33Z 2013-05-16T12:02:33Z public 1 Starting counseling on the 28th. If all goes well, should be every other Tuesday. I kind of wish it was sooner. I feel like I've got poison inside me and counseling is the only way I can drain it out.<br /><br />Frankly, I'm surprised I'm still getting out of bed in the morning. I have gotten up almost every morning thinking "I can't do this anymore" for as long as I can remember. But somehow, I just keep doing it, smiling and acting fine most days. <br /><br />I really wish I could stay in bed. I don't want to deal with the world today. Most days.<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=tree_talking&ditemid=6545" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments